Would it be so bad if thing's went my way once?? Or is that a really selfish and unrealistic demand? I mean, whose to know, if things did go my way would I even appreciate it or would I find more and more holes? It's pretty confusing I guess.
What I do know anyways, is that right now, I can't remember the last time things did go my way. Every day off my boyfriend gets, I sit at the bottom of a rock while he climbs because it's what he wants to do. Whenever I have a party, my friends are pretty inconsiderate. I'm fine with drugs, but not throwing up everywhere because of them. Or people throwing up in my bed and on my clothes and having sex in my bed while im on the floor in the next room and not telling me. Not cool. So now I havn't spoken to them in two weeks or more and don't know what to do. i dropped out of school and now I'm thinking about going back to uni, went all the way to cardiff to talk to some guy who said I could get in on the phone who was SHIT. Seriously rubbish. Didn't say anything of use other than i have to do more training.Great. After some major rushing to get there.I freaked out.
Thing is, I have no idea what normal people do for fun thats actually fun now... like with their boyfriendsor something. I tend to do whatever everyone else wants, or get really drunk. I just dont really have fun anymore.....
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